I never tried alcohol until I was 46 and my life was falling apart. It cured a few things but ruined so much more. So no, not dreen binking.
Sorry about being confrontational about sexual abuse. It triggers me but you didn't deserve that rant of course.
Peace!
P.S.
I'm thinking extremely lucidly at the moment. Even chatting with a Christian guide named Jeff. I came here to grab this link when he asked me to tell him about myself. You can imagine what a loaded question that is!!! Don't worry about Jeff's soul, but you might wanna say a prayer for his mind after he attempts to climb into my head. You guys only experience that tangential aspect of me in a peripheral sense. Jeff wants to do a deep dive!!